I wake up everyday telling myself that I have to live with the consequences of the decisions I have made. What are the consequences? I don't even know them yet but the fact that I haven't quite been feeling good at all is probably a telling sign that the road ahead will not be an easy one. I won't give up so easily though..... I just know we need time....
I am sleepy but I can't seem to sleep well.
My right eye's vision took a sudden turn after shower just now. There was a sharp pain and I had to endure it for awhile. Not my vision is slightly blurred. I just extracted 2 long eyelashes from my right eye. They must have gotten into the eye during the shower. A thick layer of mucus had already formed around both eyelashes. Feels good to have them removed but I am left wondering if there are any more left inside my eye. My right vision is now slightly blurred and the eye feels very dry. Have I scratched my cornea again?
I miss you... I'm sorry I have put us through all this....