I feel so stressed up at work. There are a million things to do because of my new position. And there are a million and one things to do to prepare my Sec 4 classes for their O levels. On top of that, I have students to counsel and to talk to, spend time with.

I just walked a girl home today. She was depressed and had cut herself many times with a penknife. She had ever told me that she wanted to die. We talked and talked and....I'm too tired to type out what we talked about. I promised that she could call me anytime to talk and that I would help her look for professional help. My heart really goes out to her.

I feel so drained of energy. I long for some time to do my own things. To spend time with him - quality time. I feel like lately I have been so physically exhausted that I end up sleepy or falling asleep at his place. We used to just lie in bed and chat and I miss that. I am trying not to bring work home, not to even talk about work after work hours, but sometimes I just need to air it out. It's only week 2 and I am burning out. The 3 ulcers in my mouth are healing, but are still there. Can I survive this year?

I just need a hug. That's all.

How am I supposed to know that it must be cold before you whip it?!

I am frustrated and disappointed. My first attempt at making a tiramisu has failed, not because I did not follow the recipe but because there is this teeny weeny bit of detail that was left out of the recipe instructions.

Pissed off. Now the prepared stuff are in the fridge and I am waiting for the big packet of cream to defrost in the fridge (it was in the freezer just now) before I can try again. In other words, I'll have to wait till tomorrow night or something. I can't be bothered to wait till 2am to make this tiramisu. Idiot.

Blah blah blah blah blah!!!!!