Apparently I am not allowed to have the Prodikeys set at home with me. I hinted to the HOD that it would be more convenient if I could explore it at home but she said that it belongs to the school. Hmpf.... So anyway, I took it back to school this morning. It will probably be a white elephant soon. I don't have time in school to sit and explore the functions of this toy. There's just so many other more important things to do!

Felt so lonely today. He had to man the open mobilisation exercise at work for the whole day. I was in school till 2pm when the Auntie Ah Lan came to close the staff room. Then I went to town and walked around myself. As I was taking the bus back to west mall, I thought to myself "Will this be what it will actually be like if I was not attached?" I felt grateful that I had him. And if I was single, like about one year ago, at least I have my family, my mum, to go home to. I don't think I can picture myself living alone and being single at the same time. Yes, I will have lots of free time all to myself, but that also means returning home everyday to an empty house. I did not speak much today. Only things like "How much?", "Thank you", "Can I have a new one please?" and stuff like that. Other than that, there was hardly any conversation with anyone. I felt like I was so quiet, so silent. So much so that when I wanted to ask for a Mushrrom Swiss burger, I had to clear my throat before I could say it clearly. I actually shut-up long enough for phlegm to form at my throat!?!