moods

I installed ICQ and immediately I was sent a reminder to tell me that it's his birthday on 9 Feb. I was even prompted to send a birthday card.

I won't do that...it's senseless. This account should not exist anymore but I still want to hang to it because letting go is like letting go of the last contact or something. I even tried to send a message hoping that somehow there would be a reply but of course...there wouldn't.

I'm feeling really lousy now. Feeling very moody. I dont' even feel like working tomorrow.

What's wrong with me?!?!