F-16

Last night's was one of the best....we haven't shared that for some time, have we baby?

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I dreamt of Han last night. Or rather, he was in my dream. I was in the right-backseat of a car and was travelling past some airfields. It was almost evening and the skies were grey. I was looking at some F-16s doing stunts in the air. Strangely, they all fell from the sky one by one, as if it was part of an air-show. The strangest thing was, they just landed on their sides safe and sound. They fell like birds from the sky. I felt fear just watching them fall from the sky.

Then I realised that there was someone sitting on my left, right next to me. In my dream, I was thinking of Han and his F-16. I thought of the tiny twisted bits of metal that was left of his F-16. In my dream, I did not recognise this person next to me, but I know that he knows Han too. The difference between us was that he was not sad about Han. In fact, he had an air of peace around him. He was just sitting there, calmly, watching the F-16s in the air with me. Then suddenly, I did not feel the fear anymore. I just felt that everything was going to be ok and that the pilots were safe.

The dream stops there.

When I woke up this morning, I could still remember this dream and I thought about the guy who was sitting next to me. He was wearing blue jeans and a dark purple shirt. Then I realised that it was actually Han that was in my dream, sitting next to me. I did not see his face but I am sure it was him in my dream because I recognize those clothes. It was as if he had come to tell me that everything was ok and I need not think about the F-16s again. I don't know....but when I realised that it was him in my dream, I cried...but only for a very short while...