We're entering into 2002 soon! I just trashed all the bills that I kept for 2001. Yes, I am a pack-freak and I actually file up all my bills (even after payment is made). It's a habit I inherited from my father. "What if one day they call up and tell you that you haven't paid? You can show them the records..."

Not sure if I mave mentioned this in previous blogs before, but a month back, I came across this 23-page long "diary" entry that I scribbled into one of my notebooks. It was written on Christmas a year ago. 23 pages of confusion mixed with sadness all poured out into writing. I have occassionally picked up this notebook and read what I wrote, and closed the notebook and put it back in its place. Tonight, I feel like I have scaled a mountain. I tore all 23 pages out and TRASHED it! :-) No feelings attached, no sentimental value, no need to keep it to read it again next time and remind myself of those times. I am at peace. I am happy. This feeling is grrreat!!

Filed up the reciept I got from California Fitness Centre. Yes, I am a member there and I will be a member for the next 3 years. I have only gone to the gym twice this month. Once to attend the hip-hop class, the other to just do my own workout. I am wasting my money!! This cannot do! Just read the fine-print on the back of the reciept and it says membership is non-transferable and non-refundable. So I am stuck with it for the next 3 years. Then I realise that I should change my mentality about it. There's no point regreting having made the decision to sign up for 3 years. On the brighter side, I can make full use of the facilities to tone my body and to pamper myself with the sauna anf steam bath. It's all in the mind. It's how I percieve the entire thing.

So one of my new year resolutions : To use the gym facitlities regularly to lose weight, keep fit and healthy, and to eat without guilt. (haha)

We're going to get a tent and spend the new year camping out! Excited....

It's been a month........I guess time flies when you're in love....