I really don't feel like working today. I've completed all my marking. Now all I have to do is all the admin work in preparation for the activities in June. I just don't have the mood.

The Return of the BM
BM spoke to me today in the exam hall regarding the programme we're preparing now. I cannot describe how I feel about talking to her. She's back after so long. I was asking myself, what is it? What did she do or what did I do that brought about this feeling of....resentment? I really don't know. I just feel like I don't want to talk to her or discuss things with her. She's pushy I guess. But then again, its something that I have to get done. She also likes to push her own ideas through. It's no point coming up with my own ideas for the project because at the end of it all, she will throw my ideas away and we will all have to accept HER idea. She will try her best convince us that her idea is good, but in the end it will still be forced down our throat. So, maybe that's why I really dreaded The Return of the BM.