Thursday, August 15, 2002

I cannot send emails out. Something's wrong with my computer.

Enough rest. I need enough rest. I also need to exercise. The school gym is just there but its such a hassle to have to walk all the way to the toilet to change, and then go to the office to get the key, and then exercise, and then return the key, and then walk all the way to the toilet to change again. I mean, it sounds simple but it really is a hassle. I won't bother to explain why it really is a hassle. It just is.

I'm trying to stop feeding myself. It's hard when your stomach is growling and on the verge of lapsing into serious gastric. You just can't ignore it, can you? But I'm not about to allow myself to balloon back to that roly-poly figure I used to possess. Not that I am slim now or what, but hey, those who've known me for some time, you would know the kind of achievements I have made.

I was just thinking, what if I don't have any, or if I lose all the commitment that I have at work? What if I can't motivate myself to do anything anymore? That would be sad wouldn't it? I mean, the obvious answer would be to quit the job and search for something else to do but that in itself is another problem. What can I do with one cheap Arts degree?

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