i feel better after i focused on doing other things. (like reading other more recent blogs)

Aren't I silly?

Better go sleep now. I have a STRONG urge to go on MC tomorrow because I have some duty on in the noon that I dread. Argh....the battle of good and evil in my mind. But hey, if I take MC, I can focus and complete all my marking and even complete the CD covers for my students. Besides, I'm only teaching 2 periods tomorrow. But then, I'm observing her lesson tomorrow.

shucks....honestly, I don't feel too good. I had the urge to step into the clinic when I was walking home in the evening. I was having a bad headache and I wanted to complain about my work to the doctor. I don't know how else to let her know that I am stressed at work. My brain is close to explosion.

ok bedtime. night.