I don't ask for much. I don't demand for things to be done my way. In fact, I don't demand for anything at all. I'll consider myself as a very easy-going and low-maintenance kind of girl. I just want to be treated fairly. I want to be treated the way I treat you. I don't want to hurt. I know it's inevitable and that hurts are part and parcel of couple-life, but hurt can come in many forms and can be caused by many factors. I don't ever want to be hurt because of another person, because I think I had enough of such hurts from the past to last me a lifetime.

I tried hard to control myself over the phone just now. I tried to make you understand and I hope you understand what I was/am trying to say. I think I did not do such a good job in handling the phonecall and in handling my emotions. It wasn't supposed to come out that way. This is actually such a small matter and I didn't want to make it like some big fat deal. But I had to let you know how I felt about the whole thing. I don't want to bottle things up because it's not healthy for the both of us.

I feel so better after talking ahout it.