Will I?

“My grief lies all within, And these external manners of lament are merely shadows to the unseen grief that swells with silence in the tortured soul."
~ William Shakespeare

I looked at the "Notes" you wrote in your FB wall. I approach them with apprehension and difficulty. I still do not dare to open some of them, though in actual fact, I have read them all before in the past. Perhaps it's because you are so alive in those notes. Perhaps its so very you that makes me feel so sad because all I have are the images of you in my mind when I want so much to put my arms around you.

I started surfing for quotes about death and grief. I am beyond words myself to express how I feel. I wanted to look for a quote that speaks of how it is like for me, to express the pain for me.

And I found this.

I think about you every single day. Even before you left, you were in my mind all the time too. Though I must admit, sometimes I had pushed you to the back of my mind because I was too guilty to face you...

Grief... will I ever heal from it?