All I wanted was to do anything. Movie, drink, chill, watch cable TV...anything. I just don't want to stay home, in my room. If it's a guy's night out, fine. We'll have other opportunities to go clubbing together. I could live with that. I was real upset, NOT because I could not get my drinks for tonight, but because I thought I had plans for the night, then suddenly I don't have anything to do anymore.
Just like how I felt a few days before....I just want to spend time with him. I'm not becoming a clingy, whiny girlfriend. I am just stressed out and mentally tired and all I need is for someone to know and to be there for me. The someone whom I want to spend time with happens to be him but I think him doesn't seem to know. Maybe that's because I'm not sending out the signals right. I sure hope it's not because he doesn't care.
I really feel like going out by myself. Right now. I'd take a cab to the beach. Sit there till the sun rises.
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