Family

I just read her livejournal and she makes me miss han so much. I just feel like I always want to keep in touch with her because she's like a thread that links him to me, in a strange sort of way. I guess its the fact that we all love him alot and he was someone important to us. Her bf is also very sweet to always be there for her when she thinks and blogs about han. It's nice of him to not get upset over that space in her heart that she has reserved specially for han. I mean, some guys are that possesive to want to control even your emotions and thoughts, right?

"Pause to smell the roses" -- Sometimes I forget to do that. Not to smell the roses or to appreciate the green-ness of the grass but to spare some time to think and remember what is most important to me at the end of the day. Mum's birthday just past and I am glad I bought her the bag. At least the day did not past without any significant thing happening. The only thing I must insist we do is that we MUST have dinner together as a family. And I will take many many pictures! I think mum has not taken enough pictures together with Rachel and Julian. We have not taken a good family photo in a very long time. This must be a family tradition that I intend to start.

I'm so afraid I will lose the people I love.