Did quite a lot of work today. Accomplished quite alot of things. I am in control. I like the fact that I am aware of every deadline that I have and that everything that I am supposed to do is well-taken care of. I am in control. (*phew*)

We had a simple dinner at home today. I suppose it was his runny nose and the fact that he could not taste anything. He didn't like the food at all and he did not eat much. Nevermind darling, we will have a good meal tomorrow in town ok?

We talked about work, motivation and integrity over dinner. I suppose it is difficult to feel the motivation when you do not "see the point" in it when you look at the people at work and the things you have to do at work. But despite it all, I still believe that everything is in the mind, darling. It's how you choose to carry yourself at work, not for others to see, but for yourself to know. Don't bother about how others look at you and what they say (if they say anything at all) about you. Insensitive, jealous, unkind and illogical people are not worth our thoughts. Don't bother to think about what they think if they're the ones not being understanding. As long as our concious is clear, there's nothing to ponder about. Just do our best at work. You were trained at OCS, you have all the management training...do you know how special you are darling? Not many people even bother to reflect upon themselves the way you have done so. I'm behind you all the way my dear.

So after dinner, I fell asleep (as usual) as he fiddled around with his pc and installed more software into it. I love it when his is the first face I see when I wake up from my naps.