I am feeling so fed-up and frustrated now. I think it's partly due to this stupid fever, stupid confinement and maybe PMS. Whatever it is, I just feel so.....I cannot even explain it in words! My eyebrows are crossed knit tightly together, I am slamming the keyboard furiously with every finger and even more furiously at the backspace button because I keep making mistakes when I type when I'm upset. This stupid fever is not going away. I was telling Jay just now that I do not think that I will ever recover from it. In fact, I am so used to it like its almost an everyday thing in my life. Like I was born with a fever. I mean, I have drunk so many litres of different herbal teas, so many litres of water, ate so many fruits, had the fan blowing directly at me whenever I am seated in front of this screen, opened the windows to let in the "fresh", construction-site air, taken 2 baths a day....and this stupid fever just WOULD NOT GO DOWN. It's not that I want to go to school and start work or what, but this kind of living is NOT NORMAL. I feel like a criminal in my own house. Its the same routine everyday for the past few days. Wake up, wash up, make coffee, butter bread, turn on computer, read emails, read online news, finish breakfast, take shower, sit at desk, prepare lessons, set worksheets, cook lunch, eat lunch, continue work, shower again, have dinner, watch abit of TV, continue work again, then sleep.

WHAT THE F*CK