There was once I went out of my house at about 11:30pm. I went to the coffeeshop nearby and bought a pack of malboro menthol lights and a take-away tea and I went to sit on one of the benches at the running track downstairs. I sat there, smoked and had my tea until it was past 2am in the morning. I was thinking about my life. About why it was so horrible. About how stupid I had been in the past few years. I sat, I thought, I smoked, I cried. And nobody knew, nobody cared. At least the person whom I had wanted care from at that time did not care.

Oh well, that's the past. Look ahead woman...what do you see?

errr...home confinements....that's what I see now.