I am feeling chills all over my body and am also feeling sore all over. Body aches. Wonder why.

I have mixed feelings about my professional life for the coming year. I feel as if I'm being pushed into a corner where I can decide what I want for myself. I feel robbed of my well-deserved rest in December. I am fearful of the immense stress that I will face having to juggle so many things at a time. I feel repulsive having to carry out duties for the sake of it being a duty and to have no personal desire nor motivation to work at it. I am also excited to be able to be in a position where I could possible affect the way certain things are done in my school (but then again, this might just be an illusion...I could just be another of the boss's pawn)

Right now, I am having a headache and my body is aching all over. My hands and feet are icy cold and I don't know why. I think I will go to bed soon.

Had a good time catching up with you girls tonight.