How was the gathering girls? Would like to share what happened over the phone with Ken that day. He called regarding the OCBC account. Will share the details with you lthe next time we meet up.

I need courage. I don't know what I am afraid of by not calling him to ask for the payment. I don't care if he hates me for life. Maybe I'm afraid that he will run away and just drop everything and say that its not his problem. And I have no legal proof to drag him to court. I feel I'm on the losing end. I can talk to his mum, but I need the courage to make that phonecall. I know he'll be very angry if I were to call his mum. Frankly, I think I might be afraid of that. Afraid of him being angry. Its almost like when we were together in the past. I was so afraid when he was angry. Tell me, in a way, am I still being tormented psychologically by him? I cannot seem to place my finger on what is it exactly that I fear.

Jen, Min, Qing...what can I do? Really appreciate the chat we had at grounds that night....I need another morale booster....

Dear, I won't drag you into this problem. I'm thankful enough that you're by my side through it all...