Saturday, January 12, 2002

I am sick and tired of all this shit. I am sick and tired of having people appreciate you for only the things that they can see. I am sick and tired of people who refuse to open their minds and be colour-blind. I am sick and tired of working for people who say one thing and behave another way. I am sick and tired of you telling us to voice out our grievances and then slapping a label on us just because we dare to voice out things that are negative.

We are here in this place now because of our passion. We are in this profession NOT because of MOE or for the money or for you. We are here because this is our calling and this is what we want to do. If I happen to do a good job out of it, its because of my own passions and drive about it. NOT because I want to be graded better by you. NOT because I want to show you what I have done. I don't have to prove anything to you. I don't have to prove how capable I am to you. I know for myself, in myself, how good I am and how far I can go. I know my limits and I know my abilities. NOT you. You DO NOT judge me. I DO NOT work for YOU. I work for my students. I teach THEM. I touch THEIR lives. NOT yours. So don't give me this shit about me not having done enough to deserve a better grade than what you intend to give me. I don't give a flying fuck. By what standards do you decide how well I have done? Lay it all out if you dare. Come on. Be transparent if you dare.

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