Tuesday, January 08, 2002

Supposed to sleep at 12:30am but was up reading his old blogs.
Supposed to sleep half an hour ago but was up because everything I typed before that disappeared into thin air after I accidently clicked on something I shouldn't have. What a punishment! I didn't think that click would have been so sever, otherwise I would have saved the blog somewhere else first. It was gone just like that!

Don't think I will elaborate about the cockroach episode anymore. I killed it and that's all that matters. Realise that I unconciously scan the bathroom before I undress for my shower now. Talk about being paranoid! I detest cockraoches. Especially flying ones. What possible purpose could they serve on earth? To think that they are so darn resilient that they have seen the dinosaurs and have survived the ice ages. I just don't see the point in their existence. I can somehow come up with a reason for almost every creature on earth to have a place here for some purpose...but cockroaches?

We burnt a sentimental rock cd just now! Ok, he burnt it, I selected the songs....I love the design of the cd dear...its so cool!

School drains my energy. Ok I should stop complaining I suppose...its the same everywhere. One person doing the job of two. Recession. Pay cuts. Retrenchment. I should count my blessings that I will never experience retrenchment. But hey, everyone has their difficulties at work. I can be so bitchy at work. I don't bite heads off and bark at people, but I do feel this blood-boil feeling in me when irritated. Come on...don't interrupt my discussion with my trainee attachment student just to ask me something that I have already answered on the noticeboard in the office downstairs. Go read it. Don't come to me while I am working at the computer to bootlick tell me how good I am with the band members and how much rapport I have and how far the band has come becuase of me. I don't appreciate it. Leave me alone to get my work done. You're just saying all these because you feel bad about leaving the school early on Saturday. You don't have to. I honestly don't mind if you had to go off.

Need to sleep. If not I will be grumpy tomorrow...

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