Why should I work so hard when in the end I get such disgusting comments? I spent 80% of my time in this place working my ass off. Don't matter if no one sees it. Don't matter if no one appreciates it. Don't matter if no one knows about it. But don't say that I have not been working when you don't know the real picture.

J, don't waste your tears on these people. I know it really hurts because I feel it too when I put myself in your shoes. Its so hard to go on when you know how people see you and what kind of comments and opinions they have about you. But you have to remember, we are not here for them. Not even for ourselves. We are here for our students. THAT is the only reason that keeps us here. We love you J. I love you very much. And I believe in you. We will go through this shit together.