I am so angry. At the same time I feel so sorry for J. I am lucky that I have been given assignments that I feel strongly for and I work hard for them because I enjoy them. And my efforts are visible because in the first place my CCA is one that performs on stage! She has put in so much more than I have into her work, into her students. Does anyone see it? Only one person with the authority sees it and he has tried so hard to fight for her, only to be put down by the rest, saying that he fights for her because they are good friends. Fuck them. He did not fight for R when R got bad reviews last year and he is closer to R than to J. So stop trying to find excuses for him supporting her. Why don't you fucking open your god damn eyes and see for yourself why the fuck this Head of Department of yours sees in this officer to believe in her so much and to fight so hard for her?

Its not like we work to be recognised, to be promoted or to be given high grades. We don't give a damn about all that. But one thing we certainly do NOT appreciate is to be misjudged and to not have our work duely recognised and appreciated for. What do you take us for?