Feeling blue now. Not sure why. Couple of reasons I guess. Work stress is one thing. I think about the work I was supposed to have done that will have to be shelved till tomorrow, plus the work that has to be done tomorrow, really sends shivers down my spine. I can imagine tomorrow to be a hectic run-around-all the-time day. What's more, I'm the organizer for Mayshyen's farewell party in school tomorrow. We are ordering Pizza and we're going to don party hats and really celebrate for her.

Then comes the little money ordeal I had earlier this evening with him over the phone. The uncertainty of the entire situation and my not being able to control it is getting to me. I like to be in full control of all my personal matters. I am not right now and I feel very off-balanced. Just when I was almsot ready to stand up on my own again, this has to come along to disturb my balance. *sigh*

I'm worried about my health.

I will see Dr. Tay tomorrow. Get a peace of mind. Get my throat cured. It's my ricebowl. No voice = no teach = no job = no money = no life.