Kok Yan got into trouble again. I was told today that he is barred from coming back to school and to the band for any purposes at all. Apparently he stole again. I was so disappointed when Mr Neo, our Operations Manager, told me about this. So disappointed I almost felt like I could cry. For the first time in my entire teaching career, I really felt so disappointed at my student. I felt as if he was my son or my brother or whatever, and that all my efforts in counselling him, teaching him and helping him had gone down the drain.