Friday, February 22, 2002

I'm having the problem again. Its been recurring. I don't know why. I thought I was cured. What's going on? What's the trigger? I'm so worried. On the verge of taking MC tomorrow. But when I think of the things that I have to get done in school tomorrow, I know that I cannot be on MC tomorrow. It's a hectic day. Too many things to do that cannot be done on Monday because I will be away at camp. I will not have peace of mind. I'm constantly bothered by it. I don't know what to do in the meantime. I feel so stressed up by so many things. Only feel stress when I think of those things but the worry is killing me. I'm scared. Very scared.

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